Another first since my husband passed away. . . which should have been the first clue this would trigger some feelings of nostalgia mixed with loss.
The last two years, our youngest daughter and I "decked the halls" of our home, but this year she and the others plan to arrive for an early Christmas on the same day. Our time is short so I planned to have everything ready - and honestly looked forward to decorating the house. Umpteen trips up to the attic and back saw me pull out the old familiar simple, homespun Christmas garlands, stockings, and lighted village. And, of course, the wooden manger my dad made when the kids were little . . . and all the holiday stories.
Tears ran down my cheeks. Those busy, hectic days slipped away so quickly . . . only memories now.
Even as I reached for the tissue box, I thought of our girls and how proud I am of each one. Two of them are now mothers, creating their own family traditions. I thanked God for the privilege of being their mom all these years.
And I rehearsed the blessings God has offered me today . . . family, friends, community, health, the ability to do my work and help others. . . and even events to look forward to over this holiday season . . . blessings I want to receive with gratefulness and contentment.
Even though time changes so much of life, Christmas is still about Emmanuel, God with us. It's still about a loving God who sent His only Son to be our Savior. It's still about joy and peace . . . and everlasting hope.

I plan to savor every minute!
This touched my heart. Thank you, Sarah! I hope you have the merriest of Christmases!
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas to you, Julie. Your smiles, hugs, and prayers make a difference. Blessings . . .
DeleteMy family is going through some disturbing changes this Christmas. Thank you for the sweet reminders!
ReplyDeleteChange is never easy, is it? I will be praying for you, Norma. I'm so glad we've connected through LPC. You have blessed and encouraged me many times.
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